Journal Entry 8.26.13

By trying to suppress the ego,
we make it stronger.
We hide it where it's safe,
in a dark recess.

If we instead call it
for what it is,
Take it out of the recesses
And confront it with the stark light of day,
We can then start to see it
for what it really is.

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